Cranium Cannon

You said, "Keep your head up",
so I drove it through a wall.
You said, "Take it easy kid",
so I fucking burned it all!
I thought I'd be doing better,
but I'm still acting like a kid.
I said, "This is the last time",
but I'm still pulling the same shit!!
So do not forgive me,
even when I beg and plea.
If ya wanna learn anything,
you have to fuckng bleed!

"Apocryphal"

Bodies piled high,
release our collective sigh.
Disdain dripping from tongues of leaders,
become words in stone, words that lead us!
Day by day we fall apart,
inch by inch we lose heart.
And no one's looking for an answer,
those that do get known as a cancer.
Change is needed; a needle of adrenaline,
stand up now to the hurricane blowing in!


False gods are the powers that be!
Evil scum are the one's that lead!
False gods are the powers that be!
Evil scum are the one's that lead!

No control is what you believe,
but we're a million against those that lead.
They can't kill us, despite what they portray,
depressed nation is what they need.
So put your best face on and just fucking live,
and an anchor of resistance is what we'll build.

False gods are the powers that be!
Evil scum are the one's that lead!
False gods are the powers that be!
Evil scum are the one's that lead!

Tombstone

I buried three years, under a dying tree,
they should've buried me alive in a fucking cemetery!

Facing facts; no more chances.
Boston's lights are fucking fading.
I refuse to let you go, I wish that I could.

The lines I burn alone,
were the ones we blurred together.

Pedestal

Even now I know I'll fuck this up!
Never-ending story; relentless anxiety!
Rid myself of 22 years and start anew,
But life's not a lease, and you can't pawn off memories!

Knowing doesn't make it easier!
Better run away! Always do!
Alcohol, thin white lines, this is fate!

I think I knew better when I was younger!
Wish he could see me now,
"Where the hell are your priorities?"
Sad to say I'd run from myself...

Knowing doesn't make it easier!
Better run away! Always do!
Alcohol, thin white lines, this is fate!

Scarecrow

The strength I once had,
Withers away with autumn's leaves,
This head can not turn,
Cracked like the bark of dying trees!
These arms feel the weight,
Bent like the limbs covering the sun!
This heart is too heavy... To ever love anyone...
Pile me up with the rest!

Frail

I can't grow, a garden of roses!
Can't thrown a rope and bring down the moon!
But I can love you in the most beautiful way!
(But it's all been thrown away!)
So now I just sit and stare!
Waiting for something better, or something almost the same!
Saw for once, a real light!
Blocked out that sun, can't do it anymore!
These blistered hands tell a story,
This peeling skin says it's over!
Now I set my eyes,
Now I breathe new air!
Now my muscles snap,
Now I can't walk, any further!

Grey Matter

Oh my god! Im wrong again!
Oh my god! No one to blame!
Oh my god! Leave me to rot!
Oh my god! Oh my god!

I'm sick! Vomiting blood!
I'm sick! Caressing death!
I'm sick! Lungs are clogged!
I'm sick! I'm sick!

Tired of life! Take it away!
Tired of life! Passing away!
Tired of life! Mistakes made!
Tired of life! Tired of life!